Sunday, 27 July 2008
Tagged for six random facts!
Edie says that I have post the rules....
1) Link to the person who tagged you.
2) Post the rules on your blog.
3) Write 6 random things about yourself.
4) Tag 6 people at the end of your post and link to them.
5) Let each person know they have been tagged and leave a comment on their blog.
6) Let the tagger know when your entry is up.
Right....six things....
I am never without something to read, I get twitchy if I don't have at least one book to read and yet I sometimes cannot find anything worth buying when I visit the local bookshops - too much choice I think!
I don't like checking the tyre pressure on the wheels of my car, I don't know why but I am always worried that I will get it wrong, so I have to make myself do it.
I lived in Denmark for three months on a University exchange visit, I lived in university accommodation and fell in love with Copenhagen and think that I could quite happily live there. (But then I find that I think the same about Vancouver which I visited about ten years ago, and Australia which I visited four months ago)
I love short pajamas, one can never have too many sets of pajamas (I bought another set yesterday - gray with short shorts and little flower patterns all over!)
The rooms upstairs in my house always look as though a personal shopper has gone crazy - I hang clothes from overdoor hooks to dry and never manage to put them away - every door (apart from the bathroom door) has clothes hanging from them!! I really really must put them away.
I get most of my Bible quotes from the internet, from fellow bloggers and sites like the Bible Gateway - I really must actually read the Bible!
And now I tag six others....
Meditations and Confessions of a Homemaker
Flickers of a Faithful Firefly
Journeying Forward
Drink Offering
Lily of the Valley
The Fruits of the Spirit
They are all bloggers who have recently commented on my blog!
Saturday, 26 July 2008
Book Titles
This seems rather similar to that "your life in six words" meme that I came across a few weeks ago and I played that one on my Life and Times of Me blog and said "books, books, books, here, there, everywhere" which I thought was rather reflective of my voracious reading hobby and my career as a librarian!
I think that this question requires a bit more subtlety though; do I go for a film type title - "Samantha: the book" (like Garfield: the movie!) which seems silly, do I do go for something highbrow like....um, er, I can't actually think of anything highbrow as I am definitely not a highbrow kinda person!
Once, someone told me that my name means listener and thinking on it now, I think that this would be a great title for a book "Samantha means listener" as this could be applied in so many ways.
I am deaf, which you may think makes a mockery of the chosen book title, but actually I think that emphasises the title as although I am deaf, I strive to listen; to listen to the conversations around me, to listen to my cat meow at me, to listen to the music in my car, to listen sounds that are normal to you but unusual to me - sounds your brain has heard, absorbed, recognised and ignored are sounds that make me listen and want to know what they are.
Sometimes my whole being is focused on listening to what you have to say as it requires more than just my ears, I have to watch your mouth and body movements, I have shut out everything else in order to concentrate on you, sometimes I even have to position myself so that I am in the right place for understanding.
And I think that this is a good way to demonstrate listening to and understanding God as we need to listen to Him with more than our ears, we need to put ourselves in the right position for listening, and we need to concentrate on Him alone if we are hear anything.
Thursday, 24 July 2008
Thanks
- Thank you for the fan at my feet that is keeping me cool (it's not even that hot outside, so I should probably check my temperature when I get home tonight!)
- Thank you for the lovely weekend that I had with my parents last weekend
- Thank you for two laptops that arrived from the IT dept for my lending laptop project - I have learnt patience in this matter, I will learn the skill of even more patience as I await the other six!
- Thank you for subtitles as I can understand the news that is playing on the wall at work (with the sound off - I bet I get more than other people do - ha ha!)
- Thank you for the friendship of Edie as she helps me try to understand the Bible a little better!
- and finally, Thank you Lord for keeping me out of trouble on the motorway last week
Tuesday, 22 July 2008
Dissatisfaction?
Admittedly I don't think about running away from home every day, but I am 33, I do have my own house and I do have a great job and yet I still sometimes think that if I did this or that then my life would be better.
What Justin says at I'm Ramblin' Again is that this is quite normal, we all look at the greener grass or imagine that our lives would be better if only it were different. However, Justin makes a very important point in that no matter what we did to make our lives different WE would still be the same and it is our general dissatisfaction with everything that means that even if everything were as perfect as we believe they should be, we still wouldn't be happy because we are still carrying around our baggage regarding how we feel about ourselves.
Until we I get to the bottom of my dissatisfaction and allow myself to find happiness in the life that I am living then I am always going to see that greener grass and yearn for it. So, instead of looking at the outward trappings of success I need to focus on my inner happiness and draw out my faith and my joy in the simple things and learn to be happy instead of saying to myself that if I had a bigger house I'd be happier, if I moved to Australia (or Canada or America or wherever the fancy takes me!) I'd be the social bubbly person that I always wanted to be, if I did this or that then I'd be happier.
But, I know deep down inside that no matter what I did I would still be the same person - vaguely unhappy but not entirely certain why, and I know that I need to work on this and I do believe that I am taking baby steps towards understanding myself and where I should be in my life.
Saturday, 19 July 2008
Priorities
Name what you think should be your first 5 priorities in life? Then order those priorities the way they actually are at present in your own life. Do they match up? Why or why not? If needed, what is one thing that you can do today that will help your two lists match up?This question opens up a whole can of worms for me because I don't think that I have any priorities, or at least none that I can pin down, which sounds strange but if by priorities we mean things that are important to me and are at the forefront of my mind constantly, then I can't actually think of any. This may mean that I am simply floating through life without any real direction and should actually sit down and think about what my priorities are and so this question is quite timely!
Naturally there are things that if I don't do then life becomes difficult, for instance, if I don't make my family my priority then we could become estranged and I lose contact with them; if I don't make work my priority then I could lose my job and struggle to maintain my house (and other luxuries!), if I don't make myself one of my priorities then I lose self-confidence and energy; and so the list goes.
But I don't actually consider any of them to be a priority in that they are just a part of my life and I get on with the business of living - making sure I chat to Mum online regularly, making sure that I get to work on time, making sure that I have time to pamper myself. So, by default those are my priorities, except that God and my faith do not automatically appear in that list of priorities and this is definitely something that I need to work on. Although, having said that, I actually think more about that at present than I do anything else in that I am considering what to read, study and think on when it comes to my faith.
So....what this question has revealed to me is that I really need to stop and think about what my priorities are and how I can actively work to truly make them (whatever they may be) my priorities. Clearly I need to "work" at life rather than just float through it aimlessly and doing whatever comes my way!
Wednesday, 16 July 2008
Word Filled Wednesday
will trust.....then no harm will befall you, no disaster will come near your tent.
Saturday, 12 July 2008
Lord of the Dance
However, I have discovered that there is so much inspiration out there that they can't all have their own day as there are more than seven of them!! So.....I am now going to mix and match according to how I feel and what I fancy writing about and today I am not answering the Cafe Devotions question because it asks us to choose a woman from the Bible that we relate to, and as I have said before, I haven't read the Bible in any great depth so I can't really make that decision.
But enough waffling, today I am going to join in with Then Sings My Soul Saturday!
Basically the idea is to blog about a song, a song that makes my soul sing! As a child, my favourite Christian song was Lord of the Dance, and it stood out because all the other songs we sung tended to be very traditional and slow with unpredictable (to me) emphasis on words. That will make more sense to you when you realise that I am deaf and much prefer lyrics that have a very regular rhythm rather than lyrics following a tune that means that you stretch out that word but not that one - it gets very confusing when I find myself a word or two behind everybody!!
Hence, my favourite Christian song when I was about ten was Lord of the Dance..."Dance then wherever you may be, I am the Lord of the Dance said He". I have just done a bit of research and have discovered that the author, Sydney Carter, also wrote "One more step" and "When I needed a neighbour" - both of which are also strongly embedded in my memory as songs that I can sing and clap and dance to!
Today though, the Lord of the Dance has a stronger meaning for me as the chorus shows me that no matter where or how I may be dancing, He is the one who leading me. Naturally that seems quite an obvious statement, but to me it resonates because for all those years that I didn't think that I was dancing or being lead by the Lord, I was - He has led me to the point where I am now trying to listen to what he has to say rather than deliberately not paying attention.
Thursday, 10 July 2008
Thankful Thursday
A great little blog has a Thankful Thursday meme every....well....Thursday!! Just click on the pretty photo above to find out what it's all about. There are quite a few blogs taking part in this, there are 75 links posted today for you all to rummage through when you have a moment!
I could certainly do with being reminded to be thankful every now and then as I moan and groan and grumble and mumble about this and that and of nothing of consequence and need to remember to be thankful for what I do have!
- I am thankful that despite my hearing loss I can still crank up Madonna in the car and bop down the road!
- I am thankful that I am still (and always will be) close to my parents and am looking forward to spending a week on a narrow boat with them and my youngest brother.
- I am thankful that Phoebe cat eventually came home last, yowling for her food!
- I am thankful that I finally have someone coming to look at the leaky gutter, and am thankful that we do indeed have water to wash and clean and drink and bring the garden to life.
- I am thankful that I am exploring my faith and beginning to understand just what a great thing Jesus did for me.
- and finally....I am thankful that I didn't actually go to work in my slippers this morning even if I did step out of the house with them on!! ;-)
Tuesday, 8 July 2008
Women Bishops
But.....I just wanted to add my tuppenny worth, even though I cannot profess to understand all the theological issues regarding the ordination of women as Bishops. All I know is that I personally see no reason why women shouldn't be Bishops or even Arch-Bishops (I can only hope and pray that this will happen one day!) as we all have the ability and the call to spread God's Word.
There are many that argue that there are Biblical and theological arguments as to why women should not be Bishops, but I believe that this is a very limited viewpoint as women have different qualities to offer congregations and communities whether as lay-readers, vicars, or Bishops. We have different view points and outlooks on life, not to mention a different way of tackling various problems.
The Church of England's General Synod have indeed voted for the consecration of women Bishops, but they have also voted to draw up a code of practice meant to reassure opponents of the vote, although the Synod have stated that this will not include establishing so-called male "super-Bishops" in order to cater for those that will not go to women Bishops. And rightly so as this would be likely to lead to the thinking that women Bishops are of less stature than the men, and as such, would be wrong - at least in my eyes.
Despite all the arguments and counter-arguments that are being discussed I believe that this is not about equality, not about traditionalist Church movements, not about increasing congregations, but it is about answering the call of God whether you are male or female.
At the end of the day, I would argue that we should be putting far more energy into spreading the Gospel rather than arguing who the best person to do the job is!! Besides, if the head of the Church of England is the Queen, how can you possibly argue against women Bishops!! ;-)
Monday, 7 July 2008
A bit of fun!
You, too, are welcome to steal this from me!
A is for age.
Hmmm, I should say that I am as old as my tongue but a little older than my teeth!!! ha ha - I always liked that saying! I am 33!
B is for burger of choice.
Would rather have a sausage thank you!
C is for what car you drive.
A silver Ford Puma, which I love because it such a step up from my old clunker, which was really starting to fall apart by the time I got rid of it.
D is for Dog's name.
Mum and Dad have a dog - Poppy, but I have a cat - Phoebe.
E is for essential item you use every day.
Computer - whether a desktop at work, or my laptop at home, it is rare that I don't use the computer each and every day!
F is for favorite tv show at the moment.
NCIS! Found this a few years ago and am loving it!
G is for Favorite game.
Don't really have a favourite game, I like playing them all, although I am far more fond of the traditional type games than computer games!
H is for Hometown.
Nuh-huh! That's confidential information! I will go as far as to admit that I live in Wiltshire in the United Kingdom.
I is for instruments you play.
None, unless you include playing the stereo!! Tried all sorts as a teenager - recorder, guitar, flute, and I can't remember if I tried anything else!
J is for favorite juice.
Orange - there is nothing quite like tasty orange juice (not from concentrate of course!)
K is for who you'd like to kiss.
Oooh, now you're asking!! But I am not going to pick some famous good looking guy, instead I pick my little niece, she's snuggly and cute!
L is for last restaurant you ate at.
It's been a while, in fact, it may have been when I was in Australia - a little fancy pizzeria on Hamilton Island, I sat by myself with a good book, a great glass of wine (or two!) and ordered a fancy four cheese pizza and by fancy I mean it had Boccacino, Brie, Smoked Cheddar and something else that I couldn't remember even at the time!!
M is for your favorite Muppet.
Other than Kermit and Miss Piggy I can't actually remember the others so I can't really be objective here!
N is for number of piercings.
Just two, one in each ear!
O is for overnight hospital stays.
A couple - mostly for grommets in my ears when I was a child. I don't remember much about the hospital stays as I was very young, but the one thing that I do remember is eating something like a mars bar and shaking it on my blanket to get the loose bits of chocolate to fall out so that I could lick my fingers and pick them up - I must have gotten into trouble for that but can't remember that bit!
P is for people you were with today.
My library colleagues, plus the people in the library, which included a bunch of student paramedics who needed to know that the library is not a scary place!
Q is for what you do with your quiet time.
Read, blog, stroke the cat!
R is for biggest regret.
Although I am happy with my degree choice and thus my career choice, I do wish that I had taken a different degree instead, like history or archaeology and then done a postgraduate library course if I still wanted to do that. (but at the time I had no idea that you could do a postgrad library course)
S is for status.
Quite single! (and mostly happy about it)
T is for time you woke up today.
Don't remember, but it was before the alarm clock, probably because I was wondering why Phoebe hadn't poked at my face to wake me up (she was fine - most likely just out hunting some innocent creature as I leave the bedroom window open in the summer)
U is for what you consider unique.
Each and every one of us, we may share experiences and feelings, but we are all totally unique!
V is for vegetable you love.
Carrots - they taste so much better steamed!
W is for worst habit.
Severe procrastination
X is for number of x-rays you've had.
Have never counted, but have had one on my wrist and a few on my teeth!
Y is for yummy food you ate today.
Chocolate doughnut! (naughty!!)
Z is for zodiac sign.
Scorpio, but surely the horoscope cannot possibly be the same for the one twelfth of the population that shares the same zodiac sign as me, so it's all bunkum!! ;-)
Saturday, 5 July 2008
A godly woman
Perhaps this is based on the fact that I find that my respect for the teacher/mentor gets in the way of my ability to question and discuss because I am in awe of their knowledge and tend to accept what they say as correct without thinking about it.
As it is, I don't actually have anyone who I would consider a mentor (or like-minded friend) that would help me to get the most out of my faith. Having said that, as I've said before, I am enjoying and using all those blogs to spark my thinking and steer me down paths that I may not have considered before.
It would, however, be nice to find someone I can talk to in real life as well as reading all those blogs as good conversation is always far better in person. So I have to find myself a Church that I can relate to...make a few friends...and get some conversation going!!
Friday, 4 July 2008
Understanding the Word
While these other insights are very interesting and offer me a gentle way into the Bible and what God means for me to hear, I wonder if I am avoiding the Bible itself as it is rather a hefty tome with somewhat small print!!
I have bought a book with a study guide at the back as some way of getting me started, it's called Victory over the Darkness and it has about 120 pages in the back that asks the reader to think about their identity in Christ and what the Bible means to them.
As I am still reading the Harry Potter Gospel book, and the Invisible God by Yancey, I am reluctant to start another book without finishing those first; and yet I wonder if I am missing something here. Of course I am missing something, but I get the feeling that I shouldn't be too eager to read God's Word if I am not quite ready for it; in the meantime though, I am enjoying reading all those blogs out there - who knew that were quite so many of you!!
I am interested to know how you first approached the Bible - had you always read it since you were a child? Did you attend a study group that enabled you all to find your own way through discussion with like-minded people? Did you find an appropriate book that made you think about your own Christianity and how you yourself related to the Bible? I'm curious!
Wednesday, 2 July 2008
Word-Filled Wednesday
Anyway, I found a blog called 160 Acre Woods and every Wednesday they have a Word Filled Wednesday where people are encouraged to upload a photograph and add a Bible verse.
In the beginning, God created the heavens and the earth.
The earth was without form and void, and darkness was over the face of the deep.
And the Spirit of God was hovering over the face of the waters. Gen 1:1-2
I thought that this verse went quite well with this photograph that was taken in Adelaide during my trip to Australia in March! Besides, it reminds me that I only at the beginning of my faith journey and I have to start somewhere and where better to start than Genesis!!